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Touch the colors
around me.
I want to
Sometimes I like to sit and think about birds. In a sense, I am quite envious of the little winged creatures. They are so simple and free that I wonder have they ever been sad? The only animal I have ever seen that feels and remembers love is the wonderfully exquisite elephant, but if one animal can remember then it stands to reason that others can, unless nothing about animals are reasonable. It seems reasonable. -C.I.J

"Entendons nous..."

"You always come to watch me practice, don't you?" His voice was so
warm, so full of gratitude, that I could only nod.

Your body falling through space touches the deepest part of me. I
murmured in my heart the words I could never say aloud.

"I come here straight from class and just sit and watch. I don't have
anything else to do. I don't exercise, I don't do much of anything. I
must seem like a useless old woman to you."

"You shouldn't be so hard on yourself," he said. "You'll find
something that's right for you eventually. You just seem uncertain
right now."

"Is that what you think?"

"It is," he said, nodding.

I wasn't at all sure whether I was uncertain or not, but he seemed so
completely convinced that I let it drop. I suddenly felt quite
peaceful, and I didn't know what to do next. My desires seemed simple
and terribly complicated at the same time: to gaze at Jun's wet body
and to make Rie cry. These were the only things that gave me comfort.

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The only thing that can keep me sane turns me crazy at the same time.
Please, this is what I can give,
what else do you need from me
I might be sick, broken torn to pieces,
so whatever this is, this thing that now I've become,
you hate it so much,
you keep on from it
no matter the distance, ooh oh, no matter how, no matter how far.

Stepping through autumn leaves,
I hear them rustle with bliss,
My eyes bore above shouldering trees,
With ravens shooting along the breeze.
Would someone care to classify our broken hearts and twisted minds,
So I can find someone to rely on and run to them?
Full speed ahead
Oh you are not useless
We are just..

Misguided ghosts
Traveling endlessly
The ones we trusted the most pushed us far away

And there's no one road
We should not be the same
But I'm just a ghost and still they echo me.
They echo me in circles .

into this beautiful life, i think it'd be nice--

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident turbulent suculent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away